For the Love of Grace

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Grace of My Heart

Grace of My Heart

“Blessed be childhood, which brings down something of heaven into the midst of our rough earthliness” -Henri Fredric Amiel

The little girl in the above illustration is Grace Audrey McDonnell. She is one of the twenty children whose lives were cut short at Sandy Hook Elementary School last December 14. Although I didn’t know her personally, she has taken residence in my heart. I was first introduced to her while watching the news. President Obama shared Grace with the world during a speech unveiling his gun control agenda last January. The president brought to light the details of her life. He said, “Grace was seven years old when she was struck down. Just a gorgeous, caring, joyful little girl. I’m told she loved pink. She loved the beach. She dreamed of being a painter. And just before I left, Chris, her father, gave me one of her paintings. And I hung it in my private study, just off the Oval Office. And every time I look at that painting, I think about Grace …”

Hearing about Grace’s art hanging in the president’s study triggered some memories of my own. I had been beyond thrilled when I learned Hillary Clinton had hung my portrait of Chelsea in her private study when she was first lady. It saddened me Grace wasn’t here to know of the honor bestowed upon her painting.

I was drawn to Grace and began reading articles about her short life. We had so much in common. Like me, she was born with the soul of an artist. When she grew up, she wanted to live on Martha’s Vineyard. Vacationing there every summer for years, I share her love for everything about that island. And I learned that, like me, some of her happiest moments were spent there.

I felt such a connection to Grace. The thought began coming to me that I had to paint a portrait of her for her parents. I tried to dismiss it as just a sympathetic impulse, but the entreaty wouldn’t leave me alone. I had the distinct feeling it was something Grace wanted me to do. It was my part to play in her family’s healing. The painting would be a gift from Grace through me. I tried pushing these thoughts down but they were always there, humming in the background. Finally, I surrendered to them and tracked down her mom, Lynn. Understanding she might be wary, I expressed my conviction with trepidation. Grief is such a personal thing. I didn’t want to add to her parent’s burden in any way. Lynn accepted my offer and sent me the program from Grace’s memorial service. When I opened it up, I knew I had found the picture to base her portrait on. Inside the booklet was a photo of Grace taken by her mother at the Martha’s Vineyard Agricultural Fair. The pensiveness in that child’s beautiful eyes revealed her soul – a look only a mother could capture.

Last week, I put the finishing touches on my painting of Grace. All that’s left to do is pack it up and ship it to her family. My hope is that anyone who reads this post prays for Grace, and for the healing of all those she left behind. Collective prayer always brings miracles.

Grace Audrey McDonnell didn’t have an ounce of hate in her. She was the light and the love of her family. She was Chris and Lynn’s daughter and Jack’s little sister. She was a granddaughter, a friend and loved by many. But to me, she will always be, simply Grace of my heart.

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22 thoughts on “For the Love of Grace”

  3. Very moving Sue. I say that with tears in my eyes and a heavy heart. Until her parents meet her again may they find solace in knowing that she has not been forgotten.

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  4. Holidays can be especially difficult for those who’ve recently lost loved ones. Thank you for reminding us to keep them in our prayers. Lovely post.

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  6. Dear Sue, You bless the lives of others in extraordinary ways. Thank you for sharing this gift of your heart, which is also a gift from beautiful little Grace. Blessings, Lois

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  10. Thank you Sue. You offer the beautiful, gracious, and loving through your lovely heart and art. I will add my prayers to yours and others for this family. May your lovely portrait bring them peace and good memories.

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  11. Sue what a beautiful sentiment and gift. I’m sure Grace’s family will treasure it along with the loving memories they have of her. Thank you for sharing and Happy Holidays to you and your family.

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  12. You are an amazing artist! I love to paint and I have since childhood. Coming across the portrait of Grace, I knew who she was before I read her name. I will never forget those blue eyes, and I recognized the lighthouse in the painting. I knew it was Martha’s Vineyard. It is where I was raised, along with many generations of my family. I knew Grace had a connection to the Vineyard, and then the awful truth sunk in, she was killed at Sandy Hook. My heart was broken for her family. I prayed for them and the other parents. So senseless. May God watch over them.

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    • Thank you for the kind words. Grace was such a beautiful child. Her little light shines on. I visit the Vineyard every summer. When I’m there she is always in my thoughts and prayers. xo

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  13. Thank you for your beautiful painting of this beautiful child, & your gentle way of approaching her family. Our world needs more of this compassion.

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